Saturday, August 13

tears.

Day 39(part 3)

Here's the long awaited part 3 you have been looking forward to, since you made me really happy today! You're really my lucky sunshine, I won $74 today after only playing for awhile. I have returned your luck to you, in addition loaned you my luck for your up coming exams on Monday.

Tears: Tears of sadness, tears of joy, tears of sufferings and tears of touchness* the last one created by you. Out of these 4 types of tears, I will only allow joy and touchness. I never want to see you cry because you're sad or suffering. I'll give it my all to prevent you from getting hurt. So please take care of yourself. It hurts me more than you can imagine when you're hurt.

To tell you the truth, I had missed you so much during these long weekend. I used to look forward to weekends, so I could have a break from the hectic school days. But now, I rather spend everyday as a weekday as we seldom meet on weekends as we have to visit our granny and its family day. I hope that someday, I'll be able to bring you with me to my granny's place and introduce you to all my family and relatives in the near future.

Everyday when I wake up, the first thing that comes to my mind is you, I'll check my phone for your text, if there's none, I'll send a text to you.
Everynight before I sleep, I'll think about you. I think about you day and night, 24-7. This is getting bad, I cant help it. I should control my mind.

p.s I don't tell you when I update my blog, not because I don't bother to. Its because I want you to visit the blog hoping to find a new post about you, and when you see a new post, you'll be surprised and filled with happiness. As I like to be surprised too.
*will I get another update from your blog?*

Trying to not think about you so much,

By J.


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