Tuesday, September 13
3rd day alone.
Day 71
Sigh today's the 3rd day, 3 days down, 3 more days to go! I hope you are safe my dear. Why didn't you message me on the 2nd night like we talked about. I was so worried last night. Luckily I had my friends company for overnight MJ.
Without their company to keep my mind busy in MJ, I think my mind would go crazy thinking about whats happened to you. I should look on the bright side, think positively, maybe you had some reasons? Did your handphone run out of batt? Did your parents fail to update your phone line to data roaming? I really hope nothing has happened to you.
Before you left, I thought I'll be able to sleep earlier every day, as I wont think about you as much and I'll be bored everyday without your company. But I was so wrong, every night when I lay in bed, my mind floods with your images, our memories together, past dates, every hug, every kiss, it makes it even harder for me to fall asleep. I think about you everyday, every hour, every minute, every second. My insomnia is getting worst. Please come back safely, I don't know what my life will become if something had happened to you. I beg you god, please keep the girl I love, safe and sound. God bless my baby girl.
Tonight it'll be another overnight MJ since I cant fall asleep anyway and lying in bed awake for hours and hours unable to fall asleep isn't a nice feeling. Now I finally know how important you truly are to me.
Please be safe sweetie pie <3,
By J.
♥ 5:35 PM l
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